Dear Tara,
First off, thanks for all the nice notes and mentions here on your blog. It feels really nice to know you are thinking of me everyday. I know I’ve always been around but this is the first time you’ve really made me a priority and I just can’t tell you how heart warming that is. I don’t know why it took you so long to realize my importance but now that we’re on the same page I don’t dwell on what was. I have to tell you though, I was a little leary in the beginning. I know you had your doubts and you worried a lot. But I told you from the beginning, just let me do my job and I’ll get it done.
Sorry about last week’s “mishap”. I did that on purpose. Sometimes you have be stopped dead in your tracks to get you to realize something is not right in your world. I kept telling you things were getting more intense than what you and I were ready for. You stopped making me a priority and now that we’re in this journey side by side, I can’t let you do that anymore. But you caught on quick and I was able to really show you what I’m made of.
I held on to a few pounds but as soon as I knew you were letting go and moving on, I too let go and started moving on. Did you see me on the ArcTrainer yesterday? How about that 11:55 mile? I KNOW RIGHT!!!! It was stupendous! I know you’ve thanked me before but today I need to be the one to extend my gratitude to you. You didn’t believe in me for the last 40 years. I know it’s not all your fault. I’ve listened in on those therapy sessions of yours (I hope you don’t mind). I grew fat and complacent and I held a grudge against you for a long time. You said you wanted to lose weight and you said it would be different this time. I needed you to prove that to me before I really got into this game. It didn’t take long for me to realize that this was a Life Changing Journey for you and I knew it was time for me to get involved. You whispered to me every night how I was going to be an athlete and every night I cried in hopes you weren’t going to break that promise to me again. Here we are almost 5 months later and I am about to wear my first number during this weekend’s 1/2 marathon.
You kept that promise.
As a thank you, I shed a crap load of pounds for you this week.
How you like them apples Tara? A -7.6 pound loss just for you! Next time life starts to get a little stressful I hope you’ll remember that there are two of us in this fight. We need each other, now more than ever! Oh and thanks for the sessions with Superman this summer, it’s going to totally ROCK!
Love,
Your body!
(p.s. – thanks for the haircut and massage today I’ve been looking forward to this for a while).
(p.p.s – Thanks for letting neck come home, I’ve missed her something awful)
The numbers:
Hi Tara,
Followed you over from 344 lbs just to say–I did MY first half-marathon walk two weeks ago. I was a little undertrained (signed up on a whim), and my sister who was going to walk with me flaked, AND I’m way older than you. (and probably couldn’t run a 5K, although I haven’t tried lately.) ANYWAY, I finished in 3:43, right in the middle of the pack, and except for a few nasty blisters and a little sports bra chafing, survived unharmed.
You’ll do GREAT!! You’re WAY better prepared, and in much better shape. And you probably didn’t buy new shoes the week before (the cause of the blisters).
Enjoy every moment of it! I’m thinking of trying to run (well, jog) another one in August…
π
Thanks Kellye for stopping by and for the awesome comment!
HOLY CRAP! That’s an awesome loss for the week – very nice work! And I LOVE the letter to yourself from your body π
Thanks Brandon… That’s what I said this morning too…HOLY CRAP!
NICE JOB! WOW just found u glad I did! I will be back
Thanks Jules…Your blog is spectacular!!!
What a creative post. Congrats on such incredible progress.
JOE
Thanks Joe…Someday I’ll be running those half marathons so you better watch out!
HOLY Woman! That is an unbelievable loss! Incredible! You are super human – maybe you are part optimus prime?!
I love this post, your frame of mind after last week is amazing and really shows how far you’ve come. I love the creativity of Tara writing a love letter to Tara too. You’re right – this summer is going to ROCK! Way to go and keep kickin’ ass.
PS – do you realize that you almost completely skipped the “210s?”
Its going to take me two months to catch up with you now. π
I’m not out of them yet but I can taste that new catergory: 200 – 209 It’s all I can think about now! And come to think of it when I accidently cut myself last week I thought I saw a strange wire poking out (Optimus? ARE YOU MY DADDY?)
Wow! Great post, GREAT loss! I’m so impressed with you and I hope you know how much you inspire those who read your blog. Keep up the amazing work and have a GREAT time at the half tomorrow – you’ll do great!
Thanks Val! I’ll be thinking about you and all the inspiratation you have given me!
Wow!! What a loss. That’s awesome. Have a wonderful time at the half marathon. π
Thanks Bella!
Dear Tara,
Congrats on the loss! You are a rock star my goodness! π
Bobbie
Dear Bobbie, From one rock star to another: Can I have your guitar?
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Well…Good of your body to cooperate with your fantastic efforts.
It’s a loss that was well earned.
That is so awsome! I have a big smile on my face for you! Can’t wait to get there myself!
Really great post!
Tara!!!!!! -7.6?! WOW you are awesome! 1/2 marathon? I am jealous! Mine isnt until September!
Holy $hit balls batman, 7.6 lbs in a week. YOU ROCK~!
You made me spew milk out of my nose!!!
HELL TO THE YES!
This comment just made my day!
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