What if what you I want is possible?
What if the only thing standing in your my way is the person looking back at you me in the mirror?
There is so much happening in my mind right now it’s like a 8 lane highway converging all together onto a one lane country road. I lay awake at night on the verge of tears because what I want is so with in my reach and yet I am terrified to step off that proverbial cliff and let the wings I’ve been nurturing for the last 3 years (and 110 pounds lighter) lift me, spread far beyond even what I know is possible and fly…
Imagine if you can being in a room.
Music louder than you can stand blaring in your ears.
Strobe lights flashing.
You know there is a way out. A freedom of sorts from what plagues you but you can’t begin to find the way out because you’re so stuck thinking what if what is on the outside is worse than what’s on the inside? What if this room is where I am meant to be? What if what is out there beyond the chaos is not what you thought it should be or worse yet, more than you ever imagined. That’s me right now. I put a little out to the universe then shrink back in fear that the universe will answer and it will answer in a major way.
Who am I to dream big?
Who am I to want to bring life changes to people?
Why is it the desire to bring people to an understanding of believing they deserve to stand up and take control of their lives is so strong in me that it can bring me to my knees and leave me uncertain of my own ability? Meegan has helped me put together a page for this blog that I am petrified to publish. It’s the page that will be as life changing for me as it will be for anyone willing to give me chance…
And yet today it will stay in the preview mode.
I need more time to look deep inside of myself and know without a shadow of a doubt:
I am ready to fly.
I know you’re ready. I know it because I see it in you. And I know it because you took the first foot off the cliff and put it out there officially. You will do this. Soon. I know it. But its okay to take your time. And I’ll be right here cheering you on, always.
I think you are ready now too- time for action, so fly!
Awesome post Tara. The only way we can become better is by believing in ourselves, and our intuition. Taking chances makes us better. It may scare the shiznit out of us, but if it didn’t….would it really be worth it?
You’ve never been more ready than you are right now Tara! <3
I am willing to give you a chance 🙂
I can’t wait to see you fly.
I suspect that what you now perceive as a fear of failing or not being good enough will stun you when you find out that you receive a wonderfully positive response.
PS: as someone who’s struggling right now, I can say that I am really looking forward to you hitting publish on that page so that I can see if you’re meant to be a part of my journey. Even if you’re not meant to be a direct part, I want to support you in your journey, too!
What sign or indication do you need? Because I think you’re ready…
If it’s what I think it is, hit the damned publish button already 😉 Even if it ISN’T what I think it is LOL
I’m always ready to take the plunge. You have gone and got my curiosity up now.
You are clear for take-off…
Hit the button Tara. Sometimes, you aren’t allowed to be ready. As much as you believe in me, I believe in you at least that much. Show us what you can do, and let us pour as much support into you as you pour into everyone else. Remember, the universe is full of nothing but love.
Go for gold, baby! 🙂
I don’t know if I’ve ever met anyone so ready for whatever comes next. Do it. Take the plunge. Believe in yourself like so many of us believe in you.
Just fly!
You’re ready.
This week your words gave me my wings! xoxo
I couldn’t agree more with the comments. You may not feel ready, but if we wait for that feeling, we never move forward in life. (Case in point: who EVER feels ready to have a KID?!?)
I can’t wait to see what happens when you hit “publish” on that page.
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